1. Recycling & composting. I really hate not doing these two simple things. I’ve gotten way too lazy lately and I won’t settle for it anymore. Either I care or I don’t, and I’d rather care. It’s amazing and simple and it goes far beyond food and plastic. I’d rather buy recycled products like clothes and trade things with friends. I want to reduce the amount of waste I produce and the amount of plastic I use. I would love to commit to not using plastic at all. It’s a big commitment, but I have good inspiration.
2. Writing/Reading/Blogging/Words in general. I don’t have words to describe this. I’ve been avoiding writing because every time I write a little bit my head starts swirling and then I want to write everything. I literally feel my soul die a little bit every time I ignore the words that live inside me. The same happens when I start to read—I want to read everything. Oh books! They are my very best friends. When I moved back from New Zealand I got rid of clothes so my books would fit in my suitcase. To this day I will skimp on other things so I can browse used book stores. When my house burned down I had 297 books. I said goodbye to each one of them by name. I am often still devastated by the great loss of words in that fire, my own and those of others.
3. Drinks with friends. I never have been a “going to the bar” kind of person. I know little about alcoholic beverages. But lately I’ve been out a few times for drinks and these times have been intimate and encouraging. They have replaced communion in a way and I long for that relationship with quality people.
4. Cooking and, most importantly, watching my friends enjoy the food. I love to cook, obviously. I’ve been cooking for myself a long time and I’m kind of getting sick of it. Meals, like drinks, are meant to be shared. There is no reason to be lonely. That was my valentines days lesson. To be lonely when there is food around is to be deprived the great richness of life.
5. Silence/Aloneness/Poetry. I love to turn to the music off. I love to turn all the lights but my little lantern off. I love to read the words of Rumi and Rilke and Mary Oliver and be lost in the wonder they impose on me. These things breathe a kind of life into my soul that I can only attribute to something eternal.
6. Creating things with my hands/designing furniture/helping build furniture/Painting furniture. I bet you didn’t know this about me. When I was 17 I really wanted bookshelves. I had a very specific vision so I drew them out. They were measured to my favorite books, my favorite lamp, the stereo and logical storage in my tiny little room. I gave them to my grandpa and he built them. They were with me until my apartment building burned down. I miss them. Since then I’ve helped build other things, like houses and coffee shops. I’ve also painted stuff I’ve found for cheap that needed a new life. I’ve created paintings and quilts and poetry with my hands and that kind of satisfaction is maybe my favorite.
7. Organic things. For about six years now I have been devoted to Organics. It started with shampoo, and then food because I wanted to start taking care of myself. Then I started to see the quality difference. Now I’m very aware of agriculture, pollution, waste and the corruption of the food industry, specifically meat. I can taste high fructose corn syrup in things. I can’t take hydrogenated oils. They taste gross. We vote with our money. Sometimes it costs me more (though, you’d be surprised how much I save by staying out of the center aisles of the grocery store). Sometimes it takes more time. But I’m confident that by choosing to not be part of the demand, I will make a difference.
8. Rock Climbing. Another little known fact about me. I love rock climbing. Sometimes I dream about it. I started climbing in New Zealand and I was getting pretty good and had nice muscles happening and then I moved back to the states and don’t have gear or a climbing partner or the knowledge. Last year I thought I would start, but I didn’t. It’s still on the list for this year. Hopefully, but publicly admitting that deep inside I love hugging big rocks, I will be more active in making it happen.
